i fucking quit
this is perfect
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Guess I have plans to take pictures of my head in the freezer tonight.
I love me some fucking Classical music
give me a proper education
additional resolution:
NEVER stop dancing, and never care about how you dance - just let the beat flooow through you. i’m not talking professional dance, i know nothing about the field. just…i won’t stop.
Resolutions
Since it’s officially the first day of the year, I figured this was necessary:
- Begin to confirm an identity: This might sound weak, but I’ve been trying to do this a lot lately, finding out about myself as a person, learning about self-control, how to work people, slowly getting more cultured, and simply developing as a person. I want to expand my horizons and reform my reputation, or maybe even first create a solid reputation I can live with.
- Time management. Seriously, gotta pull myself together (this goes hand-in-hand with TRY HARDER, BITCH).
- Mesh myself with lots of different group of people instead of one group I’m always with. I found myself miserable when I was surrounded by the same people every day - break free of routine in 2011 (if I go through with this one, Danny won’t have to read any more posts about my boredom with life). Find people who keep me on my toes.
- Keep my style growin’! Or what I have of it lols
- BE SELFISH, to an extent. Show more concern to the less fortunate (by actually physically helping)
- Regain my muscle. WILL POWER. YOGA.
Yadda yadda this sounds like a bunch of bullshit and like everyone else’s but.. I think I can actually do these.
Katherine cameron is a god. This weekend is a success…I think. I won’t know, but I do know, I am posting this….insane. Loge y'all, really. Tonight is a night of lots, not “firsts” as the saying usually goes. Everyone is texting, everything is whispering, everything is quiet. Goodnight.
When you lose your mind is when you start to find your soul.
Scroobius Pip (via julescollective)
It’s hard to understand so many things - what I’m feeling right now, what other people are feeling, what is happy, what is sad, why the current “long hair, don’t care” attitude, why i didn’t immediately fall asleep, what’s going on today, tomorrow, and in this new year. I’ve got resolutions and expectations (that may or may not be posted tomorrow), but in this state of confusion and loss of identity I don’t care about understanding anything. Just letting go without the help of a stimulant made me feel blisssssss, agreeing and reassuring my mother made me feel blisssssss, nodding my head to the beats made me feel blisssssss. I definitely could be happier, but this level (limbo?) I’m floating in is perfectly fine.
So goodnight cruel world, I’ll see you in da morninnnnnn.
Relevant to unspecified winter holiday break.